just cause

i could write a lot today..

like most days because I always have a lot to say.

but I’m not.

I’m going to hold my tongue, I’m going to let my graceful silence leave you stunned.

since you somehow think you’ve won.

i’m going to turn a new leaf,

not for you but for me.

this time it’s all mine,

and no, these aren’t just words,

it’s the declaration of my soul telling you what i deserve.

and that morphs every inch of me.

i’m emotional and that’s my super power,

i’ll tell you more right after i cleanse myself, rejuvenate my spirit and mind

in this lengthy but much needed anointed shower.

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My Soul Told On Me update:

HEY ALL! DON’T FORGET THAT MY MEMOIR RELEASE DATE IS COMING SOON!!! AS WELL AS, THE RELEASE OF MY COVER ART (sneak peek pic above)! I’VE BEEN WORKING SO HARD AND I CAN’T WAIT TO SHARE MY SOUL WITH ALL OF YOU!

 

I LOVE YOU!

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The Bypass→→→

“And it had come to pass.”

-Joshua 6:8

Thank you GOD in advance for making everything come to pass.

If you said it, then it will be done.

If you spoke it over my life then I know it will happen.

Mental note: I will fix my mind to continuously remember that you are a trusting and delivering God, at all times.

Major Keys: On any given day, what was promised to me and what is for me, will be released exceedingly and abundantly!

The question is a matter of #when things will happen rather than #how they will happen; have faith!

Well everyone, the time has come. The clock is ticking, and I’m inching my way little by little into my platform of greatness!

If I haven’t mentioned it already, GOD has graciously allowed me the opportunity to study abroad and visit 4 different countries for an entire semester this school year. I leave tomorrow night and I can’t wait to take you all with me through the first hugeeeeeeeeeee step of elevation in my journey!

With this drastic change happening my blog posts will definitely consist of a lot more photos! ** scream in overwhelming excitement**

As you can imagine I’m more than ecstatic because traveling is a mind blowing opportunity, plus this is what I’ve wanted for a long time. Yet, over everything else I know that this is a move of GOD which means my personal transformation will occur right before everyone’s eyes.

The joys of #transparency.

The fact that I can share these marvelous moments with all my readers has expanded my awareness of a lot of things in my life. For example, I’ve noticed that my life is one that consists of many “bypassing moments”, which turned into my blessings after all, I was being covered and protected.

When I say “bypassing”, I mean a lot of things that I thought were supposed to happen in my life and  in a specific sequential order, didn’t and for the life of me I could not figure out why.

I thought something was wrong with me.

I thought I was just boring and unappealing.

I used to think this was a terrible thing because I was never going through or experiencing similar situations at the time that other people were.

Things got so bad and I was so confused that I would find myself forcing relations that weren’t working.

I thought that I was supposed to be feeling certain things that people around me were even if they were miserable. (I know this sounds crazy but I was feenin for what I called “excitement” or “thrill”).

I was being mixy.

I wanted to be with the hype.

I lost sight of the blessing that drama never found me, but I inturn always found it because I was to busy thinking that I was missing out on something which honestly I wasn’t.

My Discovery: People literally do the same stupid shit everyday, with the same narrow minded people but just on different days.

It took a minute but I finally realized that my life was designed to bypass a lot of common human processes.

You follow me?

In other words, the people and situations that I will deal with on my journey is unique to my genetic make-up.

How about now?

In other words, I can’t fix my flow of life to match anyone else’s and neither should you. Whether you think you should rush things or slow things down in your life remember that your life never existed before you did, so everything is new and fresh.

Be thankful that,

It is eccentric.

It is abnormal.

It is YOURS.

“As I began to love myself, my relationship with everyone changed.”

It’s very sad that this quote is true but it is.

  • They don’t want you to love yourself.
  • They don’t want you to be aware.
  • They don’t want the best for you.

I embrace this truth and you should as well. Quite frankly, I would love to pass a lot of the mess that people deal with and just get to the part where I win!

Wouldn’t you?

And if this means that I have to endure nights of not knowing, or without 132 pointless people (who don’t care about my well being) blowing up my inbox/ social media just to be nosey, then so be it.

Note: Always $trive And Prosper (A$AP) for better, while focusing on the bigger picture.

I’m starting to accept that I will receive many more misunderstood moments, a lot more alone time, a lot more self-reflection and self-actualization time, and also more recognition that I comprehend life on another level than most people.

At the end of it all, my family and the passion I have for influencing such a lost generation in a judgemental world trumps any odds that are against me and it is also what keeps me going!

The best feeling I will have is thinking about #when God is bypasses certain stages in my life. I know he is working it all out for my good right now.

Declare it.

When I do make it, I can’t wait to tell myself and for my biggest supporters to tell me:

“I’m proud of you, because everyone who doubted you ended up being disappointed. Everyone who thought they could rob you of your happiness had no victory. Throughout all the bumps and bruises you’ve endured, life couldn’t stop your heart from beating.”

-Keishornescott

I love my family, keep up with my blogs and enjoy; first stop Ecuador!

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